My Lovely Story In This Perplexing World
My name is Winalyn V. Cabbab, 15 y/o. I lived in this Barrio from the town of Santa , province of Ilocos Sur, called "Nagpanaoan". I have one sibling; basically we're two sisters, I'm the oldest the tallest and sometimes act like a mom. My mom is a Teacher in Grade 1. My dad's a Farmer also a former OFW,fisherman to be exact
My life isn't perfect; I made a lot of mistakes at a young age, and I guess that's part of growing up. My life became more boring during the pandemic, but I learned valuable lessons. It bothers me sometimes when I abruptly cut people out of my life, because I might end up with no one and be alone. Being alone isn't that difficult because it can provide you with peace of mind; what's difficult is feeling alone. If being alone means having peace of mind, then I enjoy being alone and would prefer to be alone. As I previously stated, life is difficult, but it becomes even more difficult when a pandemic strikes. To be honest, I don't know who I am today; I don't know what I like or dislike; I'm just existing as if I'm "living the life."
When the pandemic started, I had a lot of breakdowns," drained mind, "and some phases I don't want to ever talk about." I despise dramas; I'm that friend who always has your back, but I won't ask you to be there for me. As the pandemic progressed, I realized that I was still learning about life and trying to fit in. Growing up isn't easy, but you have to be strong because at the end of the day, all you have is yourself. To all teenagers: You will lose friends and possibly yourself, but that is okay because it is all part of growing up. Simply live your life to the fullest and strive to be the best version of yourself.
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